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Sunday, March 19, 2006

I can't believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, then one day it just got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you're really gone. I wish I could make you come back, but tears, wishes, and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little more.

I'm staring at your photograph, remembering everytime you made me laugh.
i never thought it would end this way.
never thought i'd be missing you to this very day

every step i take .. every move i
make, every single day, everytime i pray
i`ll be missing you . <|3

i gotta shake it off,
Cause the loving ain't the same
and you keep on playing games
like you know i`m here to stay .
i gotta shake, shake it off - - <3

advice is what we ask for when
we already know the answer, but
wish we didn't

she's just a typical teenager, angry, insecure, confused. i wish i could tell her that its all going to pass, but i don't want to lie to her

the hardest lies to acc

ept are
the ones we tell ourselves to
cover up the truth

and even though the photograph of me
and you doesn't go with the way things are
now, i still wish i was back in that picture
with you .. in your arms. <3

don`t you miss the nights we talked for hours && i held the phone up to my music saying.. " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us"

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you .

...& once you find happiness in this cruel world
There is always someone trying to take it away. <3

everyone tells me that your not worth it
they say i can find someone much better
but in my eyes, there is no one better

we could be wrong for eachother
or we could be right
but how are we ever going
to figure it out...unless
we give it a t r y <3


If we have to, make it a secret.Our little secret

 

she stopped writing in her diary when she realizedshe really didnt want to remember that day </3

if only you could understand;
all those tears that were cried;
maybe you would begin
to understand me
</3

sometimes, you have to take risks;
for the things in life, that truly matter <3

it`s okay if i`m a little sloppy sometimes
... it's okay that my hair doesn't always look nice.
&& it`s okay that i`m not perfect. it`s okay because
i think it's okay ... && it's okay ... because i`ve found
a boy who thinks it's more than okay.

find the one you can be yourself in front of and say
absolutely anything, you can laugh, you can cry, you
can hug, you can fight w/ him& then make up at the
end of the night & he would still be crazy about you

it`s the magic of risking everything
for a dream that nobody sees but you

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when
i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm
vulnerable to believing lies, i'm hoping
that one day i don't need a fake smile &&
made up stories to get someone to like me,
i live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what
i'm going through &i make up excuses for
everything. i have my best friends && my
enemies; drama & memories. i'm just your
average typical teenager

don't settle for the one who kisses your ass`'
wait for the one who pushes your buttons
&& pisses you off on a daily basis because
love isn't supposed to be ;; easy
.. it's supposed to be worth it

I think it`s time for you to just let go of him. He has
hurt you too much. Just let the memories fade. It`s
time to leave him behind. I know it will be hard, but
it`s for the best, trust me.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

nevermind ] everything . .
[ nevermind ] what we had . .
[ nevermind ] the nights i cried . .
[ nevermind ] that i can't survive . .
[ nevermind ] the fact that i love you .


I promised myself that when it was over, I'd laugh at the memories.But here I am, without a smile on my face.
I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were okay.
But here I am, and I can't even dial your number.
I promised myself that when it was over, I would not shed a tear.
But here I am, shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself I would let you go gracefully.
But here I am, hating myself for letting you leave.
I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn't look back.
But here I am, unable to look forward.
I promised myself I would say goodbye.
But here I am, still saying I love you.

I'm through with it, all of it. I simply don’t care anymore. I don’t wanna care anymore. I'm walking away now and you can say or do what you want. It's not gonna stop me. I'm done with caring.

she was a makeup kind of beauty
a polished perfection
a walking tradgey

The worst thing about
being lied to is knowing that
you're not worth the truth

Sometimes you just need to be with the
person who makes you smile. even if
it means waiting.

you may see me struggle,
but you will never see me fall.

tell me why..
just tell me why you
broke my heart &
one day decided to
put it back together

Real loss can only happen when you
love somthing more than you love yourself..

He was never my boyfriend, but i miss the hugs, his smile, his advice, his love, his kindness, and the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

& that's when she closed her eyes and realized,
it's time to move on.

I passed it up.. the chance of a lifetime.
I guess I didn't realize how truly amazing
you were.. until she did. </3

Why am I so a f r a i d
to lose what we never had

we fall for boys who
give us pretty words
& false hopes.

&& he acts like he doesn't care
but we all know he's falling
apart without her.

don’t you miss the nights we used to talk for hours
& i held my phone up to my music saying
" this is the part of the song that reminds me of you "

Here's to the future
because I'm over the past

its almost like you had it planned; its like you smiled and took my hand and said
"hey im about to screw you over big time"

i'm tired of all this
"lets play with her emotions"
bullshit. either you love me or you don't
so make up your mind.
cause i'm not gonna wait while you take
your sweet time

The only reason people hold onto
memories so tight is because memories
are the only things that dont
change when everything else does

be careful who you trust
dont listen to anyone who gets in your way
do what you think is right and& fuck what other
people have to say

and i`m still deciding if
meeting you was a good thing.. <33

I want to be your favorite hello, and your hardest goodbye

 

 


I can't believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, then one day it just got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you're really gone. I wish I could make you come back, but tears, wishes, and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little more.

I'm staring at your photograph, remembering everytime you made me laugh.
i never thought it would end this way.
never thought i'd be missing you to this very day

every step i take .. every move i
make, every single day, everytime i pray
i`ll be missing you . <|3

i gotta shake it off,
Cause the loving ain't the same
and you keep on playing games
like you know i`m here to stay .
i gotta shake, shake it off - - <3

advice is what we ask for when
we already know the answer, but
wish we didn't

she's just a typical teenager, angry, insecure, confused. i wish i could tell her that its all going to pass, but i don't want to lie to her

the hardest lies to acc

ept are
the ones we tell ourselves to
cover up the truth

and even though the photograph of me
and you doesn't go with the way things are
now, i still wish i was back in that picture
with you .. in your arms. <3

don`t you miss the nights we talked for hours && i held the phone up to my music saying.. " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us"

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you .

...& once you find happiness in this cruel world
There is always someone trying to take it away. <3

everyone tells me that your not worth it
they say i can find someone much better
but in my eyes, there is no one better

we could be wrong for eachother
or we could be right
but how are we ever going
to figure it out...unless
we give it a t r y <3


If we have to, make it a secret.Our little secret

 

she stopped writing in her diary when she realizedshe really didnt want to remember that day </3

if only you could understand;
all those tears that were cried;
maybe you would begin
to understand me
</3

sometimes, you have to take risks;
for the things in life, that truly matter <3

it`s okay if i`m a little sloppy sometimes
... it's okay that my hair doesn't always look nice.
&& it`s okay that i`m not perfect. it`s okay because
i think it's okay ... && it's okay ... because i`ve found
a boy who thinks it's more than okay.

find the one you can be yourself in front of and say
absolutely anything, you can laugh, you can cry, you
can hug, you can fight w/ him& then make up at the
end of the night & he would still be crazy about you

it`s the magic of risking everything
for a dream that nobody sees but you

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when
i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm
vulnerable to believing lies, i'm hoping
that one day i don't need a fake smile &&
made up stories to get someone to like me,
i live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what
i'm going through &i make up excuses for
everything. i have my best friends && my
enemies; drama & memories. i'm just your
average typical teenager

don't settle for the one who kisses your ass`'
wait for the one who pushes your buttons
&& pisses you off on a daily basis because
love isn't supposed to be ;; easy
.. it's supposed to be worth it

I think it`s time for you to just let go of him. He has
hurt you too much. Just let the memories fade. It`s
time to leave him behind. I know it will be hard, but
it`s for the best, trust me.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

nevermind ] everything . .
[ nevermind ] what we had . .
[ nevermind ] the nights i cried . .
[ nevermind ] that i can't survive . .
[ nevermind ] the fact that i love you .


I promised myself that when it was over, I'd laugh at the memories.But here I am, without a smile on my face.
I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were okay.
But here I am, and I can't even dial your number.
I promised myself that when it was over, I would not shed a tear.
But here I am, shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself I would let you go gracefully.
But here I am, hating myself for letting you leave.
I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn't look back.
But here I am, unable to look forward.
I promised myself I would say goodbye.
But here I am, still saying I love you.

I'm through with it, all of it. I simply don’t care anymore. I don’t wanna care anymore. I'm walking away now and you can say or do what you want. It's not gonna stop me. I'm done with caring.

she was a makeup kind of beauty
a polished perfection
a walking tradgey

The worst thing about
being lied to is knowing that
you're not worth the truth

Sometimes you just need to be with the
person who makes you smile. even if
it means waiting.

you may see me struggle,
but you will never see me fall.

tell me why..
just tell me why you
broke my heart &
one day decided to
put it back together

Real loss can only happen when you
love somthing more than you love yourself..

He was never my boyfriend, but i miss the hugs, his smile, his advice, his love, his kindness, and the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

& that's when she closed her eyes and realized,
it's time to move on.

I passed it up.. the chance of a lifetime.
I guess I didn't realize how truly amazing
you were.. until she did. </3

Why am I so a f r a i d
to lose what we never had

we fall for boys who
give us pretty words
& false hopes.

&& he acts like he doesn't care
but we all know he's falling
apart without her.

don’t you miss the nights we used to talk for hours
& i held my phone up to my music saying
" this is the part of the song that reminds me of you "

Here's to the future
because I'm over the past

its almost like you had it planned; its like you smiled and took my hand and said
"hey im about to screw you over big time"

i'm tired of all this
"lets play with her emotions"
bullshit. either you love me or you don't
so make up your mind.
cause i'm not gonna wait while you take
your sweet time

The only reason people hold onto
memories so tight is because memories
are the only things that dont
change when everything else does

be careful who you trust
dont listen to anyone who gets in your way
do what you think is right and& fuck what other
people have to say

and i`m still deciding if
meeting you was a good thing.. <33

I want to be your favorite hello, and your hardest goodbye

 

 


Monday, February 13, 2006

its been a long time...

 

When you feel like you cant put up
with it any longer.. just hold on,
because what doesn't kill you only
makes you S T R O N G E R

a friends trust takes years to get
but only seconds to shatter

--» be sure to take a picture of
every [great] memory. cuz
photos dont change, only the
people in them do «--

 

As we grow upwe
start understanding..
and believing*
that nothings pefect

im in the middle of trying to choose
who i wanna love and who i wanna loses

these words fall from your mouth
and stab me in the back i've got ;;
my finger on the trigger and your
i n m y w a y

see my reflection in the blade, watch the years
beqin to fade. feel a tear run down my face. i
really hate this fuckinq place. it hurts to think of
happy times, not many come to mind. hide the
pain from deep within. feel the metal touch my
skin. slit the lifelines, blood runs red, in awhile
i`ll be dead - feel the presence of qrim reaper.
as i qet dizzy . . and a little weaker ______ x3

ill never forget what

you did to me; but ill

never let you know I remeber

maybe i should finally say goodbye
finally let go of you & what we had

I only have two words for you...I'm done
After everything I've done for you
every chance that I gave you
you still break my heart, everytime
But it's over now
I finally realized that I don't deserve this
& honestly...you dont deserve me
Yeah I still love you
& I probably will for a long time
but I can't stay here anymore
it hurts too much
I guess this is moving on

broken girl with teary eyes
a hidden heart of hurt & lies
she lays in bed and cries at night
its hard for her to realize
that love isnt all butterflies

lets just drink to get drunk &tell each other everything
for a drunken mind speaks a sober heart; then we can go on
pretending like nothing ever happened because the truth is,
ive never fallen so hard &i dont think i could deal with the thought of rejection
so lets just go on blaming the shots of vodka on our drunken minds
&live tonight like it was our last

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *

Expect nothing in life &
you'll never be dissappointed.

I’m running out or reasons to [hold on]

 

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy... even if their happiness means your not a part of it...

Once upon a time..I knew who i was </3

Do you know what it’s like to reach for the phone and pull your hand
back because you remember you’re not supposed to call anymore?

Yousit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know it’s not
the last time you’ll miss the conversations you’ve shared.

 

there`s always gonna be those two people in your life
that you'll never forget
your first love.. & the first to break your heart
.........i`ll remember you as both..........

 

she`s sitting on a bridge / `
gazing at the water .
she`s too scared to jump |
yet too |[ AFRAiD ]| to stay

 

blood kissed lips with
scars on her wrists `
you`d never have thought
it would come to this x33

&today i missed you
&i hate myself for it

after a while, you can believe in
almost anything, so I’m making myself
believe in you. believe that if this is a
mistake, it's going to be worth it <3

i`m staring at your photograph;
remembering all those times you made me laugh
i never thought it would end this way,
that i`d still be missing you, to this very day

I can't believe the calmness in
your voice after everything

I do the same thing every night: Walk out the door & look up to a random star, & I hope that this star will grant my wish.. That everything could be like it used to be.

&& it must be great knowing you can have me,
anytime you want
(sad but o so true )

The truest strength is being
able to hold it all together
when everyone's expecting
you to »[ f a l l a.p.a.r.t ]»

&& suddenly, im hating myself
for EVERYTHiNG i ever felt for you

We haven't known eachother long, maybe a month or so. But the feelings I have for you no one will ever no. Even though I wish this wouldn't like it did there is no way I can change your mind or what you did. But I know if you made the choice it has to be the best for us

dear world this is my suicide note
pay close attention see how its wrote
im lost within, so ima die without
in this world of sin, that we cry about
yo, dont even fake it, ya saw me
teetering on the edge, losing grip, falling
temple to the gun, gun to the temple
let me describe the scene so you get the picture
im on my knees, screamin god please
crying like a bitch that discovers her STD's
fuck the world, is writin in blood
my hand still bleeding, another grave needs dug
its a fucked up world, and i cant find my place
so i fuck the world, and put a gun in my face
but before i pull the trigger, some things need said
mom, i love u, even after im dead
sis, you gon be a wondeful girl some day
to all my freinds, its your fault i died this way
to all my enemies, yo yall was right
i am just a worthless sand nigga, so i die tonight
(*GUNSHOT*)

 

 

comments<3


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

 

Theres not very many...im sorry, ill finish it later..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

 

People dont change things
things change people

NOt EVEN MAKE–UP COUlD MAKE
HER BEAUtifUl > BECAUSE REAl BEAUtY
COMES From lOViNG YOURSElf & tHAt`S
SOMEtHiNG SHE CAN NEVER DO|| x33

people say <3 im changing ... oX
Xo ... when in R3ALiTY .. i'm just
F.i.N.A.L.L.Y. being myself

You were like every other boy.
But you had one special touch.
You could make me come back.

if someone tells you that they love you
& your heart doesn't skip a beat ,
don't say you love them ..
because you don't.

so many nights i've cried for you
wondering if the rumors are true.

HAVE Y0U EVER BEEN SCARED T0
l0VE S0ME 0NE BECAUSE 0F WHAT
HAPPENED T0 Y0U iN THE PAST ?

to tell you the truth,
i can't take it anymore.
to tell you the truth,
i don't care anymore.
to tell you the truth,
i wish it never happened.

there are days that i love you & days that i dont.

days id like to be friends & days that i wont. days

ill pick up the phone & give you a call. days im so

sad i dont want to talk to you at all . days i look

back at all the things that we shared. days i

question myself if you really even care. theres so

many things i wish i could say, but im scared it

will all come out in the wrong way. no matter

how much time goes by, ill always be by your side,

because i couldnt stop loving you..even if i tried

 

& she sighs ..
here we go again she thought.
one boy ; one girl.
let the teenage romance begin

 

i think the reason he still talks to me is because
he knows he has some power over me..that hurts.

ever have one of those days where nothing really goes wrong,
good things happen to you, but you still just feel like you hate the world
+ anything that happens ; even dropping your pen in the hallway
makes you wanna break down right there and cry?

so sick of love songs ;
so tired of tears.
so done with wishing
that you were still here.


It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go of, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay, if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.

He was never my boyfriend, but I miss his hugs, his smile, his advice, his love, and his kindness

There are things you don't want to happen, but you have to accept it. There are things you don't want to know but you have to learn them, and there are people you can't live without, but you have to let them go.

 

Remember when you used to
sing to me on the phone?
You were such a bad singer,
but i still kinda miss it </3

If he takes the time to argue with you then maybe he cares a little bit more than you think

scars will eventually fade ;;
but I will never forget the pain that put them there <3

People think Im //lying about being hurt// because they see me laughing. Little do they know I LaUgH to keep myself from CrYiNg

i just want a different ending
to our same old story __ ;
let's try to make it last this time
and prove them all wrong <3*

this mask i wear
has been worn too long
and the girl underneath
hidden under a lie
is f a d i n g
all of a sudden
there is no more light

a memory can't be erased...
i know, because i tried

I always wonder what's worse:
the pain of wondering
or knowing the truth?

One of the toughest parts of life is when you have to decide when to give up && when to try harder.

She's searching for someone to save her from this place;; to rescue her from what she can't escape. There's not much hope left. She's thrown it all away. Been knocked down so much, she can't get up. She cries out in pain. Take me further away, outside of this. I'm falling apart looking for what's outside of this.

Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, cause i cant do this on my own, im letting go so give me one more chance, save me from this road im on, Jesus take the wheel

dont make her wait
just cause you know she will

these are the moments i thank god that im alive, and these are hte moments i remember all my life..ive found all ive waitfed for and i could not ask for more

i LOVE you
but this one person
just pulled us apart.

Im not walking away from happiness im walking away from saddness

Dont wait your tears on just some boy
cus the one you really love will love you
So much he will never make you cry

im so sick of all your '` im sorry's `'
but im the :: dumbass :: who believes you

I don't feel like loving you today.
But you know I will anyway.
Even though we make it hard sometimes
And I'll wind up forgiving you
And probably loving you for the rest of my life.
But I don't feel like loving you today.

don`t look at me that way.
it was just an .. honest mistake

dont fall for the guy with the gorgeouseyes, until
you find out what lies ..behind them <3

these walls are caving in
i can`t stop my suffering

i`ve tried to go on like i never
knew you i`m awake but my
world is half asleep . i pray for
this heart to be unbroken but
without you all i`m going to
be is incomplete.*

& you know how it is when you don't want to miss them,
but you want them to miss you
.

There's no blame for how our love did slowly FADE
&& now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
&&
here i rest where DISAPPOINTMENT and REGRET collide..:..:..Lying AWAKE at night

I knew the things you said were lies
but i didnt know you could say them
and look me straight in the eye

after all the [ sadness ] and --> tears
__________ i'm // through \\ with you
i k n o w w e ' l l (( n e v e r )) b e
so why should i keep trying? + + </3


Friday, December 02, 2005

she's the girl with her middle finger
in the air because for the first time
she just doesn't fucking care - - *

movinq on is simple- recognizing wat
you`ll leave behind is the hard part

Let's start over. Let's forget all our problems. Lets put our past behind us and never bring it up again. Like they said, We can't live or love in the past. Lets throw all our problems away. I'll give you mine, if you give me yours. Lets fall in love... The right way.

YOU HAVE ENEMiES ? GOOD
iT MEANS YOU HAVE STOOD UP
FOR SOMETHiNG ONCE iN YOUR LiFE

I need to make mistakes just to learn who i am

you find a glimmer of happiness in this
world, there's always someone who wants
to d e s t r o y it

i got a twenty dollar bill that says
no one's ever seen you without '
makeup..you're always made up*

&& the thing she hates most
is her |[ own reflection ]|

Time & time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven
you for things that I swore to myself i'd never forgive
someone for.. & here you are, still hurting me, &
i still forgave you..

its just s o m e t h i n g that happens
as u grow up u realize its less
important to have more friends and
its more important to have real ones

i'm through with it, all of it.
i simply don't care anymore. i
don't wanna care anymore. i'm
walking away now & you can
say or do what you want. it's
not gunna stop me. i'm done
with caring about you.

&& I w h i s p e r <3
into the mirror as i whipe
the tears from my e y e s _
"i'll never be good enough

and with you it's like i hold on for some
reason .. even though every inch of me
wants to just give up <//3

Did you tell her the truth?
i g u e s s w e ' l l s e e ........

you know you really like someone
when you don't hate them for - - `'
b r e a k i n g _ your heart <3

peOple say ii changed..I just Grew Up.

There aRe mAny thiNgs i'd liKe tO sAy tO yOu
ii jUst dOn't knOw hOw. . . B/C sHe's alWaYs ArOuNd.

one more kiss could be the BEST * thing
one more lie could be the W 0 R S T *

you destroyed me

let's make it work.
& prove everyone wrong

In one moment...everything can change

sometimes being with someone
hurts more than being without them

People think I’m lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying

don`t wanna fall for him again.. don`t think i can take the pain.. don`t wanna have these feelings if he doesn`t feel the same. don`t want my heart to jump when i haven`t talked to him for a while. don`t wanna see him grin if i`m not the one who`s makin him smile. don`t wanna try to explain if he`ll never understand. i don`t want tears in my eyes everytime i see his face. don`t want my heart to be empty if he`s the only one who can fill the space. i don`t want to have to smile at him when i really wanna cry. don`t want him to wave hello if he really means goodbye. don`t wanna tell him or let my feelings show. don`t wanna get played as a result of his little game. but all he has to do to get me back is simply --» [ just say my name ]

all the mistakes in the world

couldn't measure up to the day

when i thought i could trust you

i don't forgive people because i'm

weak, i forgive them because

i'm strong enough to understand

that people make mistakes

 

i love this crazy. tragic. sometimes
almost magic. awful. beautiful life

true strength is being able to hold it all together
when everyone else is expecting you to fall apart

 

your the one mistake i would gladly make again

She used to be happy,
she used to be fun,
she used to see the good in everything.
Now she’s depressed, a lost soul.
Now that beautiful smile is gone never to rise again.
She looks different now, she’s dark.
Maybe you haven’t noticed but this
is all your fault.

She calls you names,
talks behind your back,
ditches you,
lies to you,
wants to ruin you,
but you still manage to call her a
Best Friend

Every one asks "What
exactly is true love". Honestly
true love has no
d.e.f.i.n.i.t.i.o.n.

Young ang Innocent__Xo

This one's for the girls. `
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished apon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are. <3

People say I've changed so much. Well, here's the honest truth: -- I grew up.

&& i kno how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end...

 

 

 

 



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